in my head/in my heart: determined
whispers in my ear: 18 wheels- murder city devils
im sitting in my english class waiting for it to begin and i keep thinking to myself that i have made a great desision in my life. im not totaly happy but im content wich is a huge start. the only problem right now besides money (but who isn't that a problem for?) is that i feel that colette is trying to screw me up because she "doesn't think school is all that great". she doesn't listen to me when i have told her a million times when my classes are and acts like im stupid for going. im sorry if i actualy want to do things with my life and not live my life bitter about my job/life. she keeps saying how unhappy she is about becoming so unsociable lately, yet she also thinks that all the friends she has hate her and just think she is a klinger on. i have tried getting her to go out and be with her frtiends yet she chooses to stay at home so i can't figure it out and im tired of trying to baby her. i know she has done so much for me but i can't do school, work (soon), and being parent to her and abey plus trying to have a life of my own. i don't know what to do and i am not giving up on school or myself this time around. it is my last chance and i can't blow it. ok my rant is done. love you guys.